i think I'll come out even in the end...

~ asked to start a fledgling choral program = 1 hour of freak out time
~ getting the official word 3 days before school starts = 2 hours freak out time
~ not knowing the budget or number of students = 4 hours freak out time
~ not having a designated teaching space = 7 hours freak out time
~ not sure how hard I'll have to fight for my salary = 12 hours freak out time
~ not knowing all of this the day of my first class = 48 hours freak out time


getting to design my own choral program for a private school? Priceless.